What one thing (technique, idea, element…) did you find most useful as an actor/director, when developing your role/rehearsing your actors?
I think that the one thing that stuck with me throughout the whole rehearsal process was the idea that although we are performing about a very sensitive topic, as actors we must remember that being onstage means not acting introverted. It was very easy to slip into the genre of realism with this play and although we needed to convey truth and believability in our performance, emotions and actions still needed to be articulated to the audience. Having everybody visibly reacting to what was occurring onstage meant that as actors we were always engaged and we were also putting on a piece of theatre that the audience could understand – sometimes within the genre of realism an audience may question what is performance and what is just a ‘dead body.’
Detail any revelations or epiphanies you had as you negotiated the rehearsal process and final performances.
Throughout the rehearsal process and in the final performances I finally grasped a hold of the concept of ‘pace.’ Before Ghetto I had honestly thought that teachers were just being picky when they stated that a scene needed to pick up its pace however it wasn’t until the opening night of Ghetto that I truly thought ‘Act 1 needs to pick up its pace.’ I don’t know why it clicked or how but all of a sudden I recognized that the whole play needed two step up a beat or two and that if we as a company lifted the energy this would happen. As a result Act 2 suddenly felt quicker, more alive and definitely faster paced. I hope that I can use this new found understanding in future productions because it is extremely beneficial for the enjoyment of the audience.
How effectively did you communicate your role to the audience, or fulfil your role as the Associate Director or Stage Manager?
I believe that I communicated my role to the audience relatively well as my ‘Actor Judge’ sparked a bit of laughter despite the rather unsettling context of ‘the insulin play.’ I found it an initially very hard role to portray because the actors and I working on the scene weren’t sure how melodramatic to make our performance without being offensive. We knew that for the audience to understand the ‘play within a play’ concept and even the satirical message behind the ‘dealing insulin to dying patients’ topic, there would have to be an element of melodrama- but how much was the question? I believe we found the right balance between humour and sensitivity and it was actually one of the most enjoyable roles I have had in terms of getting to play a strong and slightly comedic character.
What evidence is there that your judgement is correct?
Firstly, I thought that people would never really understand the message behind the insulin play however they surprisingly did! When I asked my mother if she actually understood it she said she did which really took me by surprise. I guess this means that the comedic and melodramatic spin we put on the play did not mask the issue that it was hinting at. I had people approach me at school who said that they found my character very amusing and that my physicality was good, which were huge compliments.
Comment on another actor’s performance that you thought was successful. Explain why this might be so.
I could write about anybody in the cast because I was truly honoured to be working onstage with all my fellow classmates however the one person who shone to me was Sam. I personally believe that he has grown the most as an actor throughout the Ghetto process and the carelessness and disdainfulness that he brought to Weiskopf were very impressing. I am not sure why this process in particular saw Sam blossom but I assume it was something personal and unpinpointable. I personally believe that he was able to really connect with his character and although he was someone the whole of the Ghetto hated, Sam must have found some admirable qualities inside of Weiskopf, in order to portray him as he did.
Discuss the pleasure of new challenges you faced during this unit of work, as an actor or director or stage manager.
I found the concept of having to portray a real-life story extremely challenging and very daunting. It wasn’t until Mr Darrow’s lecture that it hit me, that real people had gone through what we were portraying onstage. This was a feeling unlike anything else I have ever experienced before, as the closest thing I have acted-in to reality, was Jesus Christ Superstar! I think the reason that the production had to go downhill in the nights before we performed was that everyone was having trouble connecting with the material. It was easy to forget why we were putting on Ghetto and who we were doing it for, but after we hit rock bottom, as actors we seemed to suddenly note the importance of ‘doing it right.’ Overall Ghetto was as much of a challenge as it was a pleasure; however it is undoubtedly something that I will never be able to forget when I look back on my years at Kristin.